My flour advertisement

Okay, so I have had yet another change of mind concerning taking this job. Sort of, I guess I should say that I am once again in the depths of indecision . . . sort of. Now that I know the bad along with the good I don't know if the good is what I really want. I don't know if I want the entire experience at all any longer. I just watched Anne of Green Gables and I can't help but make the comparison between Diana Berry publishing Anne's 'Averil's Atonement' for the flour company with my taking a job dancing for a cruise line. Dancing for a cruise line has hardly been a dream of mine. I thought of it before because it would offer the chance to travel. But I would not take the job to progress as a dancer. Dance performances on cruise lines are not known for being artistically challenging, unless meant on a scale of cheesiness. I'm assuming that the director told me that I would do ballet partnering to convince me that the dancing was something other than Broadway cheese. On the bright side I would be paid to dance, but I've come to the conclusion that I can find other places to pay me to dance. I still think I might go, but I'm torn because it isn't great by any means. I used to want to leave Utah and live elsewhere, but the more I consider being away from family for so long the less attractive such ideas sound. I guess I will go, I will continue to take jobs away from Utah but I will always come back. And I'm happy to know that.